dad,
if i could be with you, i would, but even though i miss you so much and, its not enough to just have the memories of you. because i want to have you here, at home, calling mum the red witch, helping nat with her homework, kicking the cats, and making me laugh when im getting told off, you will be missed at those parties and BBQ's, you were always the drunkest or funniest at those parties, who's going to cook the barbie's now?! i have no one to talk to early in the morning, no one to try and get money off, you were always loaded =) you were one of the main characters in my life, the stories, the music, the poems, the smiles, the laughs and farting competitions were all your part, in the play of my life. my life doesn't feel the same, i have a hole in my heart,and the play has a missing character where you fit in. you only lived half your life and someday i want to live the other half for you x
you were the best dad i could ask for and will be desperatly missed, im am so proud of you, you protected me, nat and mum you didnt deserve this heartbreaking illness, but your at peace now,
i love you always
bec's xxxxxxxxxxx
From x.x bec's x.x on 18/6/2006